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Run devil run devil run run run

I'm so tired.
Rehearsed in the morning, rehearsed at recess, and rehearsed at lunch. I'm beginning to wonder whether we're rehearsing too much. When I used to played piano, I felt that if I played too much I actually got worse. And I am not bothered to learn Genie at all right now, I'm in such a cbf mood. Got home and crashed on my couch and just watched videos on my phone in the dark, leaving me extremely groggy and sleepy.
I'm so cold. My fingers are so cold. I should wear gloves.
Dr Stokes is so annoying and he reminds me of a dinosaur that never freaking shuts up, and just goes on and on and on about nothing. I dislike him a lot. I am so beyond glad that I'm not taking any sciences next year ajweiofjaiwojfioawej. WHICH REMINDS ME, I have to get my mother to sign the subject selection sheet. Omnom. I picked 3u maths, 2u English, modern, society and culture, food tech and legal. I'm quite happy with my choices as of now, hopefully my mind won't change (:
Argh, I am seriously breaking out. I've probably said that a lot this week but srsly .. PIMPLES. ON MY FOREHEAD. SO MANY. AND THEY HURT SO MUCH AWEJOFIJEIAFJ;OWIJF. And also, my skin feels really dry and rough, even though I moisturise like EVERY SECOND. I think it's because of this weather, it's making my skin horrible ): GAAAH SUMMER PLEASE HURRY UP AND COMEEEEEEEEEEE
Ew. School tomorrrowwwww
YUCK YUCK
Goodbyeeee

? "Run devil run devil run run run" was Posted On: Thursday, August 11, 2011 @6:55 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
All I really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, be with you daaaay and night~

My life is so messy right now. Not in the deep-emotional-FEELINGS sense, but more like, I just have a lot of things to do but I can't seem to find the time/remember to do them/be bothered.
So many exams and tests to study for, so many deadlines and due dates.
So much music I need to download, so many books I want to read, so many things I want to make.
I want to clean and organise my room, and get to all that decorating I was meant to do in the holidays. When I'm on fashion blogs or design blogs, I become so inspired. But that inspiration is short lasted. It dies down, to be hidden under the continuous amount of schoolwork that is poured upon us. That ticks me off so much. There aren't enough hours in a day, and one can never have too much time on their hands. Sigh. And I was meant to start jogging too, and ask my dad to take out the treadmill but I've kept forgetting, and my dad always seems too tired.
I think I should learn to be nicer to my dad. He is a dick pretty mean, yes, but he works so hard for our family. Ugh but it's so hard to try to be nice to him when he rages at me for no apparent reason (ALL. THE. FUCKING. TIME). People probably think I'm horrible to my dad .___. I guess I am.
UGH LET'S JUST NOT TALK ABOUT THIS. PISSING ME OFF

So, um. My day was pretty good.
It's so cold ;~;
I want to change my theme. I was experimenting with a new one yesterday, and since I'm such a noob at HTML it turned out HORRIBLY. So I just went back to this, sigh. When I have time I'll look for one. SEE? 'When I have time.' Question - will I ever have time? I'm always too busy doing other pointless shit. FML. F to the M to the L.
We finally picked parts in our dance and I got Ga-in. LOL omg, Ga-in is so sexy idek I feel ashamed to even TRY to replicate her sexiness. LOL we all have HUUUUGEE shoes to fill in the case of sexiness. Except for maybe Gen. Her shoes are a little smaller. I HATE HER. SHE'S JUST NATURALLY GOOD AT THIS STUFF D< gagyaygyagygyagyaygaygyagyaygygyaygayagay. Apparently there are year 9s doing a kpop medley as well, ughhhh. That means we have to be better than them, as well as the year 8s. Far out. And then I need to give out time to do that as well because I don't want to let everyone else down. Sigh.
Le mother bought strawberries this afternoon. I would have normally been ECSTATIC but I was really craving noodles LOL. Me Christine and Gen were just spying on people that were eating LOL. There was this guy and he was eating what looked like Singapore noodles .. and I'm like LEGIT DYING. And another dude was eating Subway omggggggggg. It's okay now though because I filled my tummy with rice (: OMNOMNOMNOM
I've started on my Vietnam revision! Ooft, there's so much to know. Do we have to know about the Cold War, and the Korean War? Are they linked? Lol idek I haven't listened in class for like the past 10 lessons (Question - have I ever listened in class?) so I pretty much know nothing not very much. Yay. Studying.
I think I'm going to go practice Abracadabra now. Bye!

? "All I really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, be with you daaaay and night~" was Posted On: Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @7:20 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
Tell me your wish

It was cold today.
In more aspects than one.

Sunny took my scarf yesterday, so my neck was freezing this morning, and we were just huddled in penguin formation at the station. Bought a chai latte, it was lovely (: Renata told me about her sister's chai flavoured milkshake, and that sounds really yummy to me so maybe I should try it next time I'm at the cafe! Experimenting~ whooooooo
Elaine copped more from Foster this morning about coffees and classrooms and mornings, when the coffee was actually mine, AHA. Sorry babe (: I despise English. I have so much work to get started on, but I'm just .. not bothered. I usually only do work when it's starting to trouble me, and right now the work .. isn't troubling me at all. It's just a little whisper of worry in the back of my mind that's comparatively silent next to the voices that scream for less important things.
I'll start on work soon. Promise.

'Practiced' (practised? lol idk) Abracadabra at home today, I know my moves but I really need to work on perfecting them. Question - will that ever happen? We've improved, though. But then again, that's expected. I attempted to learn Genie, ugh omg when I watch the video all I see is LEGSSSSSSS (no homo). LEGS FLASHING EVERYWHERE AND FLYING IN EVERY DIRECTION and so I gave up .__. I'll get Jina/Elaine/whoever to teach me tomorrow. Eh.
I think I'm breaking out or something. There's this pimple on my forehead that really really hurts. You can't see it because it's hidden under my fringe, but because it's hidden under my fringe, it means that I can't brush my fringe out of my eyes without touching the pimple and spasming in pain. Sigh sigh sigh. And then there's another one omg ajwiefjiweojfioawejfioajew I think my period's coming. Because my boobs hurt as well. TMI TUESDAY
HAHA Tanya told me not to talk about periods in front of her because last time I did she got hers LOL.
I should shower.
Bye~

? "Tell me your wish" was Posted On: Tuesday, August 9, 2011 @8:54 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
The boy who lived .. come for pie.

I FINALLY WATCHED HARRY POTTER WITH MICHELLE TODAY!!!
WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT (GENTANYA) IT WAS GOOD AS. AHHHHHHHH I cried like 3 times LOL but since I'm such an expert on crying I managed to do it discreetly and in silence. The cinema was almost empty, and it was really awks in the beginning because it was completely silent. Like, LEGIT. Usually in a cinema before the movie there's the sound of popcorn chewing, crunching and munching and just people tittering away, but today it was like .. THE SILENCE WAS DEAFENING. Ahh the movie was good and Dean has gotten shuper hot and I swear he's like a head taller than everyone else. FAR OUT HARRY IS SO FREAKING SHORT AND RON LOOKS A BIT ON THE CHUBBY SIDE .____. And Harry is also unpleasantly hairy, might I mention? Or Daniel Radcliffe, I suppose I should say.
Omnom.
I've been into old HK songs lately (:
I have nothing to write about. WHY IS MY LIFE SO BORING.
I feel like pizza.
Too bad for me. My teeth are brushed and le house is pizzaless.
I should camp at Michelle's. She always eats pizza. Hehe.
Goodbye, baby goodbye.

? "The boy who lived .. come for pie." was Posted On: Monday, August 8, 2011 @11:19 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
FLY SO HIGH, SO SO HIGH

Wow, its been a while since my last post. I just wasn't bothered, ha. Maybe I should write a super long post to make up for it HAHA jks my week wasn't interesting enough.
Hmm, so I got dragged into a kpop medley for the lipsync concert by Audrey and Christine and we're doing Abracadabra LOL. I feel so stupid because people are like all JUDGY and like ../thinking; don't you have to be sexy to do Abracadabra? OTL. The rehearsing has been fun so far, though, and I am kind of excited for it :L But the choice for the last song .. is ... ugh. It's Genie. Like seriously when I found out some peeps wanted to do Genie my eyebrows shot up off my face. I do not want to do Genie at all. Like. Omagawd. Ew.
Sigh.
So last night I went out with my family for dinner, and it was one of those restaurants where you can see the chefs actually make the food, and there was like .. ridiculously good looking chef. And he was making noodles. Like, not cooking noodles, but making the actual noodles themselves and doing prep like idek and oh my holey moly he was so good looking IT SO WAS NOT EVEN FUNNY. Hqjdjwdjsn and he'd flick his hair out of his eyes or smile at idekwut and I would .. swoon HAHA and my cousin is just like .. judging me LOL. And he walked out of the kitchen and he was really tall albeit a bit lanky :L So I called him noodle man EHEHEHE.  jwjdjwhdjwkdj I want to see him again NOMNOM. Dear family, let's go to that restaurant again (:
HARRY POTTER TOMORROW WITH MICHELLE! Ngl how exciting, I'm FINALLY seeing Harry Potter WHEEEEE
I hardly remember my week. What did we even do this week? ._____.
WE HAD DRY...BRA for maths lolidk how to spell her name .. DRYBRA omg she is HORRIBLE and she's so mean, especially to Tanya LOL. Ugh and she talks with this drony .. slow voice that makes me want to scream and chuck my maths book at her ARGGHHH
Just thought about attractive noodle man again. I MISS HIS FACE. Lol ugh so shallow OTL but blaaaahh
I'm tired now and I feel sick.
Byebye

? "FLY SO HIGH, SO SO HIGH" was Posted On: Sunday, August 7, 2011 @8:42 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
Julia.

Feeling horrible.
Sigh.

It is actually properly getting warmer! Haha, I swear I've said that so much lately, but I am really looking forward to summer, for the first time in ... ever. If it stays this warm til Friday, I am so going to wear shorts and give my legs their first breather of soon-to-be spring air. Speaking of spring, I was sneezing so much today. And Elaine told me off for sniffing LOL. Gosh, ladeh.
English comp was first, that was seriously ... so fucking boring. The articles just made me want to rip the paper into pieces and burn them. And I kept swearing to myself through it, and Renata was like .. shuttup, Carla. HAHA but seriously, when I'm pissed I tend to vomit profanity in masses. I guess that's normal though .__. Um, so yeah. It was a gross paper. And it made my head hurt.
Year assembly ... formal committee. Huh. The prospect of the long awaited year 10 formal is seriously not as attractive as it was when I was in year 9. Now, it just seems like a spruced-up primary school style disco at an RSL club. Oh well, hopefully our year will make it fun (COUGHSIFCOUGH), and it'll be fun buying the dress and stuff .. so yeah. I'm still looking forward to it (:
Me and Michelle finally presented our powerpoint in elective history, and we got full marks! Hooraaayyy. Tanya and Renata got told off for saying 'um' too much AHA. But srsly Moldy, a bit unfair there. Everyone else said um.
PE last .. got put in a group with people I like and am happy working with, so all is good.
I'm in such a bad mood right now. The kind of mood where you just kind of stone and don't think about anything, while being pissed at the same time. Ugh.
My vocabulary is so limited. I blame 2 years ago me for not continuing reading. I read so much in primary school, and I would never go to sleep without reading for like .. half an hour before. Now, I don't go sleep without listening to music/ watching videos/ using the wifi. Sigh.
ajwefiojawei;ofhaweiofjaweiofh weaiofjweioheiowja;iohgaweiofjeiowhao;hweioaj;fewiofjae;w.
Wednesday tomorrow. Wednesday guy, where are you? I miss you so. Jks. Just your face.

I'm not pretty, I'm not beautiful.

? "Julia." was Posted On: Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @9:21 PM | 0 lovely comments ?
Just like her, I wanna be pretty~

I've been listening to Ugly for hours on end.
It's actually a really really nice song (:
Omnom.
The weather is finally warming up, which is loooveely.
First period was Mary Armstrong finals, everyone's so good. Especially Lisha, and when she talks she waves her arms everywhere and it's kind of funny. Spazzed about the concert with Sylvia, and she kept telling me about Infinite (who are unfortunately not coming) AHAH. Tanya dyed her hurrrr, when I first saw it I thought that my eyes were playing a serious trick on me but IT WAS REAL so I was like WHOAA. It looks nice (:
SECOND PERIOD WAS CRAZY. Me and Reena were versing Elaine and Ravie in ping pong omg it got so crazy I CANNOT
ajweifojawiefjawejfaweioj
and we kept stealing people's balls and OMFG IT WAS SO FUNNY because they were looking around wondering where their balls went AHAHA WE'RE SUCH AMUSING CHILDREN and we ended up taking practically all the balls of the table next to us, we ended up with like 7 and they had 1 between 4 omg FUNNAE STUFF
Can't really remember the rest of the day ...
SO YEAH.

I really wish I could sing. Or had some sort of talent .___. I'm so unskilled.
People will have no reason to hire me, I lack in practically all areas, except for maybe ... LOL IDEK
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I'm so jealous of people of people who can sing ;~;
ALRIGHT A BIT DEPRESSIN HERE
I'm gonna go :D
Bye!

? "Just like her, I wanna be pretty~" was Posted On: Monday, August 1, 2011 @7:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ?


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