Hiya
Today was so meh
Elective history me and Elaine laughed at Chinese babies cos yall know, Chinese babies are the cutest of them allllllll and when they smile I like legit just wanna take one home and poke its fat pudgy stomach and give it kisses LOL .. Uh lol what am I on about
Fooood tech I got totally hyped up just to have my hopes brutally crushed by those petty, petty, petty teachers. Ugh omg ........
Sail (: Sail is always enjoyable. HAHA I actually really like the people in my sail class. Harassed Jina, discussed so many things LOL. My sail itself however, is not going far ..
Anyway ... saw Beats man at Penno. We like held eye contact as the bus passed ;;;;;) LOL and Michelle was like 'he was probably thinking - THOSE GIRLS AGAIN?!' LOLOL. Ugh idc I'm so attracted to this man blahhhh jskjsk
Stayed after school at towers for a bit, and I totally trolled this guy on Jeffrey's phone LOLOL it was funny cos I was being all creepy and we couldn't tell whether his replies were forreals HAHA. Hit the library with Andy and his friends ... HAHA it was quite fun.
Tutor tomorrow .... I'm gon get beat up by Mr Mai tomorrow lol idek okay.
Sleepy. Night.
I legit cannot even have a conversation with my dad anymore without some huge argument arising from some little, tiny, fucking insignificant issue.
I can hardly even talk to him without wanting to scream at him.
I finally found Hairspray (: Ugh, Elijah Kelley is a hottie. That scene where he meets Penny and he smiles at her omg so hot I like squealed LOL. And Zac Efron is just ... reow. And then the other day I watched HSM 1, 2 and 3, which I've been meaning to do for a while now. Yay! I can take that off my do-after-yearlies list teheh.
Idk whether I should dye my hair. There's a part of me that reeeally wants a change - I want to go for like an orange, or red HAHA. But it would make me look disgusting cuz like .. I'm nigga HAHA so ima stay far away from those bright colours. Mm but then I also kind of like my hair black .. cos it's sah dark and no one else has hair that's as dark as mine so IDK. Ehhhhh.
So many things I can take off the list on Michelle's ipoddd! HAHA.
Going to ask my daddeh to bring our treadmill out to the living room so I can run while watching tv ... LOL. I'm a fatty at heart, guiiiseeee
Speaking of fatty, I made me a chocolate cake today cos I was bored LOL. It tasted really good for an extremely last minute cake that I legit just threw together. Ah, I guess I'm just talented at cooking /hairflick. Teheheheheh. I will go eat some once I have finished with this blog post.
I've been looking for formal dressesssssss, most unfortunately I did not buy mine last night because I was looking for more stuff so I can bulk buy HAHA. But yeaaah like after watching HSM3 yesterday I started to really want Gabriella's dresssss .. it is like legit amazing :'(
and when she dances it's like all flowwwyyy and I'm just like all :3
I'd love to wear flowers in my hair for formal.
HAHA I keep wanting to type prom ... I'm so American, guise.
Alright, off to eat some of my cake! Byebye :)
Haven't blogged for a while.
Hmm ..
Yesterday I went shopping with Michelle at Hornsby (: Quite a haul. A bit of a measly haul, but a haul nonetheless, HAHA. LOL I joke it was not a haul ..
Shops are so much better than they are at Towers. But that might also be because I'm sick of it and I have shopped too much there. Hum, bought a shirt, a bandeau, this singlet-y for the beach, and I spent ages contemplating about this corset-y bandeau-y thing that was legit gorgeous but also legit overpriced.
Michelle bought her holey dress and I tried on a gazillion other things that did not end up being bought .. shame. I swear someone always steals money from me every time I go out - I never remember using that much money yet it all somehow disappears. Ugh I'm so poor ajxkkdmsj I need to start working again.
Saw my beats man at Towers. Ugh I swear its fate I've seen him like 4 times in the past week. He's so gorgeous omg idek rarara but he walks so weirdly. LOL and me and Michelle like half followed him .. JOKES WE'RE NOT THAT STALKERISH DON'T JUDGE ME. Hwfnwkdnwj that man would look so good in a suit ugh skdbwjdnwjfkan.
So um.
Went to my grandma's for dinner, my cousin bought KFC for dinner LOL. I'm sooooo over fast food omg .. after that time with Reena and Ted and Michelle, I do not ever want to eat another original recipe chicken. Oh my gad ... On another note, I'm so excited for our pottery date :3 And my cousin was telling me about this place in the Centerpoint Westfield called Happy Lab, and its basically a confectionary shop (yes I had to say confectionary, not sweets) and its like .. a science lab. She says that the people that work there are wearing lab coats and the glasses, and all the sweets and stuff are sold in petri dishes, test tubes, beakers etc. Sooooo cute. Then we pigged out on jelly beans from a test tube :3 OMNOMNOM! Must go there sometime. And its really cheap. 2$ for a big test tube!
Lol it sounds like I'm fucking advertising the place or something ..
NYWAYS, I think ima buy my formal dress tonight :D
Later, bitches.
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
... ide remember the last person who said that LOL /forever alone
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yeah?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Hmm ... HAHA um Thursday?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yes :D
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
HAHA I'm betting so.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Nopeee
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Singlet and boxers. Omnom it was warm enough (:
8. How often do you listen to music?
A lot, tbh.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans. Omnom.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
Mmm ... I don't think so .. But then again, a lot of things are happening between now and then, so who knows? (:
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of both, really. Isn't everyone?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yup
13. What about ‘R’?
Yup
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
What's that.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Mm ... depends who? But yeah, probably.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
No, I am not 'going out of town' soon..
17. When was the last time you cried?
... today ;d
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yup. Hasn't everyone? ==
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Contacts suffice :D
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
You mean the day I WAS having? Hum, le parents were being bothersome. As per fucking usual.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes!
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
LOL NO.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
I'm lying on my bed.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Nopeee /forever alone
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes. Yes to the fucking max!
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Last night ........ HAHA. Stupid man.
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nope
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
A singlet from Valleygirl that I sleep in LOL :D
30. Does anyone hate you?
Billy.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope. I'm a good girl tyvm.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Nope
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
LOL. Let's see.
- they look fucking MAD
VS
- hurt too much
- too chicken
- parents would kick me out
Therefore, no. LOL.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
... I wouldn't want to delete any years of my life thanks. Every year has had its ups and downs.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
Probably
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh this week sometime? I'm an I love you slut. LIKE TED! (Mosby) But majority of the time I don't legit mean it. Like, in the omg I love you let's get married in the pretty chapel from my childhood way.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Doubtful.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I donut know. DONUT DONUT DONUT
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I'd like them to be? HAHAHA doubtful.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was alright (:
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nope
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
.... does Mama count.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yep
44. What’s the best part about school?
Friends, probably...
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Nope. Just my dps and the ones I've been tagged in.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
I used to (:::
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yeah (: nomnom
48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yup
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Not really. I have become more mature. But I have also become more immature, so I suppose I haven't really gone anywhere HAHA. Well I know that I'm braver now ...:S
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping. Zz.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nooo
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Mmmmm ... HAHA can I say that I try?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yeah
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
.......... I wouldn't know. I guess so? I FUCKING HOPE SO?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not really. Depends who and how well they can read me. Michelle can read me like a book ._____.
56. Do you think you like someone?
Nah ..
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Yup
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Ummmmm girls.
59. Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?
More like have any of your friends NOT seen you cry?
61. How’s your heart?
Beating.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Oh my god yes.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Many a time, baby.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
LOL maybe Billy? Maybe he's telling all his Baulko friends how I'm a bitch ;d
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
... no, they're red.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
... HAHA IDK BUT THE LAST ONE CERTAINLY WAS. Poor guy :l
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
... and you're asking me with my nonexistent boyfriend? I wouldn't know. But I don't think they would 'love' it ... maybe be touched, if its about them. Idk.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
LOL nope
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Mama.
70. How do you look right now?
... I'm in bed. How do you expect me to look?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yeah I guess
72. Can you commit to one person?
Idk.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really ....
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
Nope
76. Are you a jealous person?
Not really
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
No. Tutor guy will forever be in my heart thanks
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Nope
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Study.
81. Last person you cried in front of?
Ew.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yeah
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
He doesn't exist. I don't think.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Be with= hang around.
Come help me with my maths homework you sexy sexy nerd
85. Are you over your past?
I guess
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Nope
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Nah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Depends what they're apologising for, really
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Fuck yeah
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Nope
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubtful
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Yep
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
HAHAHA OMG LOL yup
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Nope
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
... HAHA yeah?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
Yes he's a sexy beast reow
97. Who do you have texts from?
.... everyone cos I'm like sah popular yknow
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
That wouldn't be possible because the man doesn't exist, kids.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yup
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
On MSN its me and JINLEE. Rhyme!
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
No D:
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Countless times, countless people
So sleepy now.
Goodnight.
Fuck
my
life.
It is almost freaking 4 in the morning and I am so ... fucking awake. Son of a bitchhhhhh idek. Got into bed at like 11, tossed and turned for a good two hours, and fell asleep at 1. It was an extremely extremely disturbed sleep, mind you, very light. Woke up at just before 3 and I cannot get back to sleep. I tried listening to music, tried counting to like idek and omg. I'm so fucking hungry. That might actually be what is keeping me up :/ fuck me dead and I'm so tired.
Maybe I should use my time productively and go do maths. I feel as if I won't be getting any more sleep tonight. Or today, really.
Fuckkkkkk. This means that today is gonna be shitty.
RARARARA!
Hehehe in my head Boo from Monsters Inc said that. She is such a cutieeeeee. Apparently Monsters Inc 2 is coming out ..? Not too sure where I heard that. Hmm.
Today .. first day back at school! Whoo. It wasn't too pleasant, the weather was kind of bipolar and it couldn't make up its mind - cold? Hot? It's so cold in the morning but then the afternoon gets hot ==
Senior uniform tomorrow! I am both extremely excited and not looking forward to it. It will finally give me some sort of status (HAHAHA) in the school but it will also make me look old. Oh, and it will not fail to remind me that I am old and that my life is about to cone hurtling at me. But you know what? COME AT ME, BRO.
Aha I joke. Exams, stay away. Stay far away and give me like two months to re-learn everything, kthxbai.
Played touch footy today. HAHA I fail at all sports and I had no idea what to do. Sport is always fun though because I'm somehow just forever stuck with Elaine and she does stupid things that make me laugh :D hehe. Nomnom ... formal.
Ugh. Formal. Idek. I donut. Even. Know. Rararararaaaaa whfkwjdbhfwixnjaksdjdjsksfjejdkjd. Fml.
11:11!
Tehehe I just made a wish. It really seems a bit stupid and childish to believe in this stuff ... but meh. It can't hurt (: OOH, I am going to make the most epic wish at 11:11 PM on 11/11/11. Tehehe.
I'm so hungry. Feel like I'm gonna vomit. I swear, no one understands- when I get really hungry, it makes me feel so sick and that I have to vomit. And like everyone is like WUT THAT IS SO WEIRD YOU FREAK /my creys. Gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm going to sleep.
Rah so hungry )::
Goodnight~
Wah. So I'm feeling very strange right now about many a thing. And I havent written a proper blog entry for a good while now (spak recounts about my day donut count) so imma take advantage of right now while I'm feeling all strange and DEEP and write me a good post.
Firstly, I am so very worried about my future. My studying has been going nowhere and so far I only have extensive notes on history. And that is worrying. School Cert I'm not going to worry about because the only subjects that will require 'studying' are geography and history and I'll have them down from yearlies. I'm so anxious about exams. I'm so so worried that I won't be able to finish all my studying in time. And I am a very slow worker. Even without distractions, I'm just .. SLOW. Sigh. And I've decided I'll wing/ study only a little for science since I'm not even doing it next year. And that was one of the subjects I was most worried about. Ugh. And all my friends are like fucking straight A students. I don't even belong in this school, seriously.
And then I have tutor test in 2 weeks, which is the same time I have yearlies. Far out.
Ugh. Jskxnwkdn
Putting education aside - FEELINGS TIME.
I am a very bad friend. I think .. I'm also a very hypocrital (is that how it is spelt?) friend. I get really annoyed at some people for not checking their phones and not replying to messages. But sometimes I'm even worse ... ugh, fuck, idek. It's just really bugging me right now because I ruined something and I don't know how to fix it. Ugh. Ksmcnkcnskcnsskncjs. I guess everyone is a hypocrite.
I'm so ... idek. I'm annoyed, worried, disappointed, excited, sad, expectant .. I'm like a fucking mishmash of emotions rn and I donut know what to do with myself.
Things are falling apart.
Sounds too dramatic, huh. HAHA. But its the phrase that came into my head first and best describes the way I'm feeling. Sigh.
I should sleep. Having a lunch date with my cousins tomorrow (: goodnight.
Tic Tic x Looze Control. This post was from .. Sunday night HAHA.
Got dropped off at Hornsby in the morning and I waited for like a good 15 minutes at the station for Eric to give me my ticket. And then I train'd it to Gordon and waited for Elaine because the stupid girl decided to leave all her money at home PSHT.
Hit the city and wandered around Chinatown looking for lunch. We ended up settling for a Chinese noodle bar (: I ordered noodles that were waaay too spicy for my chilli levels but I inhaled it down anyway, and they gave out drinks in the cutest little mugs tehehe. We were soooo full after lunch, we were planning to eat dessert beforehand but afterwards we were just too stuffed.
Went and bought Elaine's hurr dye, I had my eye on this really nice reddy colour but I didn't end up buying it. Sigh, but hopefully I'll be going to the city soon so maybe I will buy it. Hehe.
Went to Town Hall and then walked past this huge .. mob of Tumblr kids. HAHA you can tell they're from Tumblr cos they're all wearing the exact same thing - VANS VARSITY JACKETS CAPS. And I'm too HIPSTAAA to be gangsta and I was wearing a dress and I could feel all these judging eyes on me .___. LOL and me and Elaine just felt so out of place and lost because we couldn't find any of our friends ): Yeah then cos we're fattys we bought doughnuts for 'dinner' HAHA. Kept getting lost in the crowd and omg it was so funny HAHAHAH.
We FINALLY got into Town Hall and then me and Elaine both bought JV shirts (: WHOO. That reminds me, we have to sort out money. We finally got into our seats and omgsh me and Elaine were sooo hyped up for it. Tehehehehe.
Hmm, the junior crews were good. But we were all just waiting for Tic Tic to start because our loves were there <3
I cannot really remember much. Brian Puspos and the archiTEKS are so hot. Ridiculously hot and then the audience went crazy when they gave these 3 lucky girls a lapdance. We were like legit jealous okay because the girls had to be 18+. HUU. And then Joseephhhhh. Ah he is so amazing idek. And then I cannot really remember much tbh. Sighghghsighsigishgis. Bad memory.
Yesterday
So yesterday I hit the library with Michelle, Reena and Ted. Very little work was done. Instead we luvo'd a lot and ate a lot. And I laughed a lot because Reena screenshotted all these fu autocorrect things and omg idek they're just so funny okay.
We bought THE PACK from kfc and we ate lunch at the park. It was very nice but we felt sooo fat eating just chicken. Then we climbed trees. :) Hoho.
Today
Today was quite fun, I guess.
I missed my bus in the morning so I was like an hour late == I saw Elaine at Central, bitch was wearing Key's monster jumper rarara I riked it. Tehehe.
Caps'd. Man, that stuff gets so boring after like .. 5 times. And in alllll the caps photos I've taken, my faces are the same. Like, I pose the same. I was looking at them the other day and HAHA yeah. Mm ... Pepper Lunch. Meh. Pepper Lunch is mediocre. I got the Kimchi Rice thing and I got so full :/ Which is strange cos like .. I EAT A LOT. Then we went to KARAOOOKEEEE
Omagas I have the worst luck. We bought the $1 ice creams from Mizuya, right, AND MY ICE CREAM FELL OFF MY CONE. I was sooo sad and Tanya being her lovely self (AHAH it's a first), she was like .. do you want to share some of mine. And then she like THRUSTS her ice cream at me AND IT FELL TO THE GROUND.
And we were like ... D::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::. So yeah. I had like 1 lick of my ice cream and then it fell to its death. Same with Tanya. Huuuuu ):
Karaoke was crazy. I only got to sing 2 of my ballads with Christine which was bery sad but we didn't realise that Korean karaoke would only have like NO CHINESE SONGS. So yeah. I got to sing Kai Bu Liao Kou and An Jing though so it was okay HOHOHO. Idek but we sang soooo much kpop and cos like GUISE MY KOREAN IS SO GOOD so I full tanked through all these Korean songs ohoohohohohho.
And then like half our group left and it was only me, Brandon, Tanya, Jina and Richard. And then Richard's friends came. And Billy is so mean to me - he saw me and he was like dirtying me and then he points at me and he's like 'RICHARD I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. WHY IS SHE HERE somethignsomethingalongthoselines BALHLABHLAHBLAHL i hate her'. And I'm just like YOU'RE SO NICE TO ME THANKS. But it's okay because I donut like him very much either. AND OMAGAS I saw Tanya's boyprennnnn. He's a cutieeee
HAHA jks Tanya will kill me. Guise she's singgleeeeeeeeeeeee
Omg now I am just rambling
RAMBLE RAMBLE
Almost fell asleep in tutor because I was so tired. Smart attractive tutor guy is smart and attractive. I rikeu him :3 HOHOHOO jks idek know his name HUU.
Siggghhh I'm soooo tired.
And these next few days I need to fulll hardcore study. No facebook for me ):
Goodbyeeee!
I need to recount about Tic Tic.
But I shall do that later because rn I am feeling extremely horny and oh my gad Brian Puspos <3333 He is so so so sexy and I really really wish I was the one who got pulled onstage with him and The Architeks ugh so fucking hottttt. Omagas idk what to do with these ridiculous teenage hormones oh lawdy I want chu so badly you attractive attractive man. Sigh.
BRIAN PUSPOSSSSSSSS <333333333
PAT LAM <33333333
ALAN TRUONG <33333333
lol so ridiculousss
