OMG
I'm watching masterchef and omg its the new perfect italiano cheese ad OMG HAHAHA
Lol sorry random
I'm going SAILing.
WASSUP. Omnom so just then I was like full working hard core. I wrote up some of my history notes and I realised that I'm so not going to be bothered to read it, cos it's all in like my weird skinny writing. Sigh. OH, WELL. I'm pretty sure I work better on paper than on computer though, so I guess that's good.I wore my red scarf today, Elaine told me it was pretty. 8) I really like this scarf. Hehehehehe. Me and Michelle like full spammed her phone with our luvos HAHA and we made our blink photo her wallpaper. She should be honoured to have friends like us, and she'll be reminded everytime she looks at her phone HAHA. We're such funny people.
Me and Jina got swapped to Gen and Seowoo's SAIL group, as well as Anika. Amanda and Reena left though, so yeah. YOU LOSE SOME, YOU WIN SOME. LOLwut am I going on about. I LIKE SAIL. All I do in class is look up clothes HAHA, because that's practically all we can do as 'research'. And I found this really pretty sheer thing at Sportsgirl that I REALLY LIKE.
I find the shoulders especially cute. I don't like the sleeves though, how it's like ... tight at the end. Ugh, it's EIGHTY BUCKAROOS. So Jina was like ... JUST MAKE YOUR OWN! And I'm like ... HEY, what an idea. Cos I have to make something anyway ... I might as well try my hand at that. HAHA oh gosh I think I'm going to FAIL. And yeah, cos the whole thing is like ... sheer, I'm pretty sure my mum would not let me walk out the door with just a bra underneath. And it looks really dodgy with a singlet. So this is what I want to do HAHA. It was one of the immediate pictures that popped into my head. 
Yeah sorry, did not catch Suzy at her finest. But that's the general idea. Except Suzy's so skinny and yeah, I don't really want something tight. And if I made like a sheer thing with a random piece of fabric in the middle and it's like .. loose, it'll look really dodgy. And then ON TOP OF THAT I probably will feel like I'm showing too much skin if I actually do wear it. It's so pretty thoughhhhhh. Ughhhhhh. WHAT TO DOOOOO ;~; Yeah so I remembered that I COMPLETELY forgot about my every day challenge thing LOL.
Day three: Dear ex boyfriend/girlfriend.
Dear ex boyfriend,
I have nothing to say to you, and even if I did, I wouldn't want to.
I hope you have a nice life,
Day four: Dear parents.
Dear Mum and Dad,
I'm sorry for being a horrible daughter. I'm sorry for being selfish and mean and bitchy. I know that I don't show it, but I really do love you two so so so so so so much. And I don't think I can thank you enough for still feeding me and sheltering me. But honestly, you two have to stop being so overprotective. I know you're trying to keep me away from the dangers of the world, but I'm not a kid anymore. I'm know I'm not an adult, but I'm not your little girl, and I don't need you to know everything about my life, okay?
Love, Carla.
Day five: Dear future me.
HEY THERE YOU AWESOME PERSON,
What's up? Um, I don't know how far in the future you are, but I'm just going to say 20. I hope by now you have a boyfriend who's really cool, and I hope you're more than halfway or almost finished uni. Then again, I bet you still don't know what you're doing. YOU HAVE TO DECIDE QUICKLY, your life will come racing at you! Hopefully you have an awesome job that you enjoy that pays well, and by that time you should be wearing some really awesome clothes, yes? Don't tell me you're still living with your parents D: You probably are. I bet your parents don't want you to move out, huh? MEH. Good luck with your life, hopefully you will actually read this when you're 20. If you're in a bad spot right now, remember to never give up!
You never know what can happen (:
LOVE, 5 years ago you.
PS as a 15 year old you were really cool. I'm sure you still are. Hehehe.
Oookay, spent enough time on blogging. Going to work moreeeee!
Byebyeeeee (:
100 facts!
YOU READY? This took me like 3 days to do. I had to like think so hard. I'm sorry, I'm a boring person D:1. My name is Carla.
2. I'm turning 16 this year.
2. 100% Chinese, and proud of it tyvm.
3. I like kpop a heck of a lot.
4. I secretly enjoy maths, even though I kind of suck at it.
5. I'm so, so bad at science. It's not even vaguely funny.
6. I hate the term 'boyfriend', but I use it anyway.
7. Same with 'best friend'.
8. As a kid I had very little hair. I looked like a boy.
9. My eyelashes are so ridiculously short. Like, no joke. They are so, so short even for Asian eyelashes.
10. I want a dimple.
11. I want an older brother.
12. I have lots of cheek and eye fat.
13. I absolutely love tomato and cucumber.
14. I hate onion.
15. I like taking and (sometimes) being in photos, but I'm not your whole I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY sort of girl. I just like it.
16. I plan to grow out my hair long. And by long, I mean like, long. Like, a bit more than halfway down my back? HAHA oh lawd, who knows how long that will take.
17. My hair is kind of in between curly and straight. If I sleep the right way, my hair can be immensely curly.
18. I will ALWAYS ask my friends for advice, but very rarely will actually take it.
19. I do not believe in love at first sight, nor do I believe that you can truly be 'in love' at this age.
20. Then again, maybe that's because I've never ... 'felt it' ...
21. My cheeks are always red. I am not blushing D<
22. I have one bracelet that I never take off unless I'm showering, or going in water.
23. I'm kind of an uninteresting person, because I'm just like everyone else.
24. I honestly do not think there's anything special about me.
25. I love Cabramatta. I was pretty much brought up there. LOL.
26. I wish I could speak Viet. If I'd spent enough time around my grandma I probably would've picked it up. Dayum.
27. My mood can change so quickly. So, so quickly.
28. I get attached to people so easily. Be it men, friends, old people. Whatever.
29. My friends mean more to me than they know.
30. I am quite the selfish.
31. I'm not religious.
32. I enjoy watching HIMYM. Then again, who doesn't? HAHA
33. I really like fresh white bread. Like, the really fresh, soft kind. NOMNOM
34. I don't like excessively flavoured stuff. Like, if it's really sweet, or really salty, I won't eat it.
35. I am an extremeeeeely picky eater.
36. I'm picky in general, actually. With everything.
37. I don't have a 'type' of guy. I used to have 'guidelines', but I have freaking chucked them out of my life. I've started to realise it's impossible to mold the perfect guy. What you get is what you've got.
38. I think that you never, ever know what the future holds. Who knows what the hell could happen to you, right?
39. I don't like my legs.
40. I don't like my body, in general, actually.
41. I'm quite disproportional.
42. I like wearing stockings in winter. I usually get told off by my mum, though. She always tells me it's too cold outside to wear stockings. SIF. I love stockings. :3
43. I've been using this face :3 a lot lately.
44. I am self contradictory. The stuff I like, think, want, they can all change completely in a day.
45. I don't have a dream, or an aspiration. I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do with my life.
46. Above fact, that scares the shit out of me.
47. I am amazingly good at being good at nothing.
48. I suppose that's what I'm good at, LOL.
49. I forget things quite easily.
50. I wear contacts.
51. If I was allowed, I would dye my hair. But I'm not, so ... ):
52. Sometimes when I go out and I put on eyeliner, I really do pile it on. But most of my friends haven't seen me with super thick eyeliner, only a few HAHA
53. Justin Bieber. I don't hate him, I don't love him. He's cute, he can sing, and he's not un-talented. He's just overexposed.
54. I always feel ... tired.
55. I disappoint myself a lot.
56. I have no self control, and the same with willpower.
57. Kind of stubborn, but not really. Depends on with who.
58. Bossy at times.
59. Just read back to 37, I realised I actually do have some GENERAL guideliney things LOL. I dislike pretty or too-cute-in-a-kiddish-way men, I dislike men that are corny, cheesy, or are extremely childish. Lol see what I mean about contradicting myself all the time? Ugh.
60. I procrastinate quite a lot.
61. Sometimes ... I lie without an ulterior motive. Like, usually it's like, small, insignificant things, and if I just am in a bad mood, I'll lie. I have no idea why I'm like this lol I'm such a strange child.
62.When I talk, I wave my hands around and make a lot of hand motions. I talk with my hands.
63. I like to touch people. LOL OTL CREEPY but yeah. Skinship. I like it. A lot.
64. I am easily won over/ manipulated.
65. Sometimes when I'm angry, I'm intentionally mean to the people that are closest to me.
66. I really hate myself sometimes.
67. I think that at times ... I can be such a ... slut.
68. I think that sometimes I am an extremely good friend.
69. At other times, I am the worst friend ever.
70. I'm kind of a bitch.
71. I truthfully think that my friends are all really pretty.
72. When I'm happy, I don't shut up. I talk a damn lot when I'm happy.
73. I honestly do not understand myself.
74. I THINK I'M GETTING DOUBLE THIS YEAR
75. Double being double piercing. HOHO
76. There are so many things I want to do but am too scared of pain. But I guess because I'm scared of the pain it means that I don't want to do it that bad. Eg. more piercings HAHA
77. I have an ipod classic
78. If I don't like talking to you on msn, I'll block you.
79. I waste so much of my time on Tumblr.
80. I used to love Jay Chou so much omggggggg
81. I complain a lot
82. When I get hiccups, I'll always get them again later in the day, like twice. Idk if that makes sense LOL
83. Whenever I do okay in Science for exams, I do horribly in maths. And vice versa. IT'S LIKE A CURSE.
84. I want to try put on some really awesome, outlandish makeup. Like Park Bom in Can't Nobody, or like BoA in Game 8) And OMG how BoA like puts jewels on her eyes, IT'S SO COOL. And also in Hurricane Venus. UGH BOA IS JUST REALLY COOL. I think I'll make a new post for her makeup COS IT'S SO DAMN COOL.
85. My second home is practically the library LOL
86. Once I served a really cute guy at the cafe and he smiled at me when I gave him his milkshake and I kind of inwardly swooned.
87. I repeat myself. A LOT. Like, there's this place on the way to the library where I swear I almost got run over. And every time I go there I'll say 'oh hey, did I tell you I almost got ran over here?', no matter who it is and no matter how many times I've told them already HAH
88. I sing a lot.
89. Sometimes I finding annoying people so fun so most of the time when I annoy people it's out of leisure, LOL
90. I think men are sexy 8D LOL HAH
91. I find piercings sexy. I like ear piercings (: But I find lip and eyebrow piercings SO SEXY even though they kind of scare me off a little bit.
92. My hair grows at the rate of like 1MM A MONTH. IT'S SO FRUSTRATING, OMG.
93. When I go to sleep I'm usually so hungry.
94. I LOVE FRUIT SO MUCH
95. I'm really unco. I trip a lot.
96. I'm soooo bad at games. Like, no joke. I'm SOOOOO bad at them.
97. Very bad hand-eye coordination.
98. I like hugging my friends.
99. I find dark skin hot. I like it way better than like pale and pretty. On guys, that is.
100. I AM ME
LOL sorry for the last one, but I really could not think of anything. I DOUBT ANYONE WILL EVEN READ THEM ALL LOL. ):
It's okay, they're for me to read when I look back on this in like FIFTY YEARS TIME. And I will muse over how cool I was back when I was 15. HEHEHEH.
Anyway, HERE'S SOME OUTLANDISH MAKEUP I WOULD TOTALLY LIKE TO TRY. But not necessarily be able to pull off LOLOL. And I won't even have any chances for it, cos we're like so unstereotypical and don't hold any of those 'American' house parties.
ALRIGHT THAT BE ALL FOR NOWW. Off to work. Byebye (:
Come strap me down into my chair
Herrrrrooooo!Today was quite a good day. I laughed a lot today HOHO. I have not much work to do so I'm just going to write a really long and detailed post about my day 8)
On the bus in the morning there were so many people and me and Gen had to stand, which I haven't done for a long time. It's more fun when Christine's around cos she flails everywhere, HA. Yeah so I ended up sitting in the place where you're not meant to sit. The place in like the middle of the bus where the door opens? Yeah.
Michelle was complaining about her weird stockings a lot today. LOL cos she was wearing like these weird ... grey/blue/green stockings that kept changing colour HAHA and she kept saying how weird they were balbhlabhal and I was just like ... GET OVER IT D< And OMG saw a really really really cute year 7 normo on the train, he looked like he was freaking 5! And I was like staring at him like :O and I think he was really weirded out and probably thought I was some sort of pedo LOL. But he was seriously so cute, he looked like a baby. And when he got up ... I swear he got pulled down by his bag. His bag was probably like bigger than him by quite a bit. Hehe it was so cute. OH AND I SAW DANIEL TODAY. HOHOHO I missed Daniel, feels like we haven't seen him for so long. Michelle tried to ghost him while I just kind of laughed while walking behind him. Hehehehehehheheheheheh we're so cool.
FIRST PERIOD I did my hair so cool. It took me like fifty times but at the end I was like 8) cos it was finally good. Ugh but my hot men folder is so ... dismal. I have like ... one photo of Ryan Reynolds, one of Tom Cruise, one of Josh Duhamel ... and just some other Asian people. Sigh, finding hot men is actually harder than it seems because you have to cater for everyone D< I chucked heaps of Zac Efron in, because everyone likes him NOMNOMNOM.
I had hiccups for aaagessss. I got them in PE and they went on til like, lunch. Then they started again in Maths and I swear everyone kept looking at me. And Tanya tried to teach me this weirdo method where you hold your breath four times or something LOL IDEK. And Stajer (is that even how you spell her name?) kept looking at me and I was like I CAN'T HELP IT D< As a matter of fact, I have hiccups right now. CBS TO DRINK WATER.
Tanya still has my fishtail in her hair. HOHO she loves me and my creation so much that she can't bear to take it off. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH.
Lunch was funny.
Went to get a waffle with Michelle after school OMNOMNOMNOM haven't had one for so long, twas so yummeh omg. Then went to the library, saw Ted. Saw Pearl, she did that thing where you put white/silver eyeshadow on the inner corner of your eye, it looked nice. Most unfortunately, I can't pull that off, cos it just looks really weird. Maybe I should try it to school one day and scare my friends :D
Sigh, feels like I haven't talked to Eric for so long. He's always sleeping/studying in the morning now which was when we talked D< Ugh vahtever I shall talk to him later.
I might start my half yearly notes, now that I don't have that much homework to do ... either that, or I watch some HIMYM, or some tv. Definitely watching Masterchef tonight, I missed it last night.
I'LL BE BACK LATER :D
LOL I just realised how suggestive my title is. It's from the english version of Dr Feel Good! Which I happen to really like hehehe.
Anyway
Goooooooodbye loveliessss
Well ... that side is like a lot of .. hills.
Hello there blog (:Well, today was an okay day. It was like SOOOOO tiring, but it wasn't a bad day.
I was so dead in the morning though, and then for sport we went to the Millenium fitness center or something ... I swear I didn't even know that existed. LOL yeah but anyway it's pretty cool HAHA
We were doing Zumba, and the instructor lady ... she was like really flexible and was like full ... gyrating her hips and everything LOL. And I was just like *0* HOW DOES ONE DO THAT? So yeah. But we were like doing crunches and stuff, and I swear, I'm going to be soooo sore tomorrow.
We only found out this morning that geo was due Wednesday HAH so we hurriedly planned everything today. And after school we went to Penno and did HEAPS OF STUFF. And then I did like heaps of work today and I swear I finished lots of stuff HOHO. So I'm actually taking some time out to blog. HEH.
Sylvia's back! She got us cute socks. Nomnom. I still haven't given my amigos what I got them from China LOL. OH well, I'll give it to them when I remember ... HAHA
Omg, I'm in like a strangely good mood.
Idk why ....
I don't feel like doing my every day challenge thing cos I have a feeling it's gonna ruin my mood so yeah.
OMG JUST REMEMBER, we got school photos back today. OMG, my photo is so like ... ugh. In the group photo my eyes are like TEEEENY TINY, and the individual, if you blur your eyes and like look at it really really quickly I guess I look presentable, but if you actually stop to look at it YOU WILL REALISE IT IS QUITE THE OPPOSITE. I have like ... this weird hair sticking out ... and its just so weird ... D<
Yeah. Tried to convince Tanya to do her work. But I don't think she did. LOL.
So hungry.
GOOOOODBYE!
It's not what it looks like, I swear!
In a better mood than I was this morning.Guh, I should be eating lunch or working right now. But instead I'm watching HIMYM LOL. So so so hungry. Okay, I swear, at 1:30 I will start working. LOLJK, AS IF. Eh, I'll make time later.
Day two: Dear crush
Dear crush,
How are you? I don't really have much to say to you, LOL. I'm really hungry right now. See, I told you. Not much to say to you LOL. I'll ttyl, bruh.
Oh wow I realise that I didn't publish this. LOLOL, just found this post hanging in my drafts ..
I spent like two hours sitting here with my maths book wide open in front of me, and I've done like, 2 questions. I was looking through my archive. HAHA man my archive is really really interesting. I have lots of interesting stuff bruh 8) And some of the stuff I actually remember posting HOHOHOHO. How's that for good memory, right? Wow, I went back to like .. my first few months on tumblr .. I have changed a lot since then.
My sense in fashion has definitely changed. A lot. HAHA I used to reblog those pictures of like ... yeah ... just stuff I wouldn't reblog these days.
OH and beeteedubs, I'm making a 100 facts post. HAHA, it'll probably take a while to actually get to 100 facts, but whatever. I'm up to like, 40ish rn.
MASTERCHEF :D
Goodbye, loveliesssss
Head over heart, right?
Clearly, I did not post again last night. Meh.
Ugh, I hate this. All this uncertainty, and I have no idea what I'm doing. I need to get my priorities right and figure out what I want. I have such a lack of willpower and self control. I really hate myself sometimes.
I'm so stressed out. And by the time exams come around, I'll probably be even more stressed. Yay, my life is so wonderfully great.
I'm so ultimately jealous of those people that don't seem to have any troubles in life. They don't give a fuck about men, do well in school, they get along well with their parents, and have friends that love them. A life worth envying.
But then again, things are never what they seem, yes? For all we know, they could have a fucked up life that we actually know nothing about.
Sigh, my life is definitely not the hardest, but it's not the easiest either.
I'm really disappointed in myself. I always am. I need to pick it up in school, make an attempt to listen and understand. I need to do well in my exams, and I need to put away any emotion of the past two weeks, and I can't let it distract or pull me down.
I need to stop procrastinating, and I need to sleep earlier as well. Compared to other people, I probably sleep considerably early, but I'm always tired. Blah blah blah don't give me shit on how I don't understand what tired is called compared to those people that sleep at fucking 3. I'm not them, I'm not fucking superman, I can't sleep at 3 and still be little miss fucking sunshine 4 hours later.
Ugh, so I'm in a weird and kind of angry mood right now, so I don't feel like blogging anymore.
Bye.
