Hiya
Today was so meh
Elective history me and Elaine laughed at Chinese babies cos yall know, Chinese babies are the cutest of them allllllll and when they smile I like legit just wanna take one home and poke its fat pudgy stomach and give it kisses LOL .. Uh lol what am I on about
Fooood tech I got totally hyped up just to have my hopes brutally crushed by those petty, petty, petty teachers. Ugh omg ........
Sail (: Sail is always enjoyable. HAHA I actually really like the people in my sail class. Harassed Jina, discussed so many things LOL. My sail itself however, is not going far ..
Anyway ... saw Beats man at Penno. We like held eye contact as the bus passed ;;;;;) LOL and Michelle was like 'he was probably thinking - THOSE GIRLS AGAIN?!' LOLOL. Ugh idc I'm so attracted to this man blahhhh jskjsk
Stayed after school at towers for a bit, and I totally trolled this guy on Jeffrey's phone LOLOL it was funny cos I was being all creepy and we couldn't tell whether his replies were forreals HAHA. Hit the library with Andy and his friends ... HAHA it was quite fun.
Tutor tomorrow .... I'm gon get beat up by Mr Mai tomorrow lol idek okay.
Sleepy. Night.

Haven't blogged for a while.
Hmm ..
Yesterday I went shopping with Michelle at Hornsby (: Quite a haul. A bit of a measly haul, but a haul nonetheless, HAHA. LOL I joke it was not a haul ..
Shops are so much better than they are at Towers. But that might also be because I'm sick of it and I have shopped too much there. Hum, bought a shirt, a bandeau, this singlet-y for the beach, and I spent ages contemplating about this corset-y bandeau-y thing that was legit gorgeous but also legit overpriced.
Michelle bought her holey dress and I tried on a gazillion other things that did not end up being bought .. shame. I swear someone always steals money from me every time I go out - I never remember using that much money yet it all somehow disappears. Ugh I'm so poor ajxkkdmsj I need to start working again.
Saw my beats man at Towers. Ugh I swear its fate I've seen him like 4 times in the past week. He's so gorgeous omg idek rarara but he walks so weirdly. LOL and me and Michelle like half followed him .. JOKES WE'RE NOT THAT STALKERISH DON'T JUDGE ME. Hwfnwkdnwj that man would look so good in a suit ugh skdbwjdnwjfkan.
So um.
Went to my grandma's for dinner, my cousin bought KFC for dinner LOL. I'm sooooo over fast food omg .. after that time with Reena and Ted and Michelle, I do not ever want to eat another original recipe chicken. Oh my gad ... On another note, I'm so excited for our pottery date :3 And my cousin was telling me about this place in the Centerpoint Westfield called Happy Lab, and its basically a confectionary shop (yes I had to say confectionary, not sweets) and its like .. a science lab. She says that the people that work there are wearing lab coats and the glasses, and all the sweets and stuff are sold in petri dishes, test tubes, beakers etc. Sooooo cute. Then we pigged out on jelly beans from a test tube :3 OMNOMNOM! Must go there sometime. And its really cheap. 2$ for a big test tube!
Lol it sounds like I'm fucking advertising the place or something ..
NYWAYS, I think ima buy my formal dress tonight :D
Later, bitches.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
... ide remember the last person who said that LOL /forever alone

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yeah?

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Hmm ... HAHA um Thursday?

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yes :D

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
HAHA I'm betting so.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Nopeee

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Singlet and boxers. Omnom it was warm enough (:

8. How often do you listen to music?
A lot, tbh.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans. Omnom.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
Mmm ... I don't think so ..  But then again, a lot of things are happening between now and then, so who knows? (:

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of both, really. Isn't everyone?

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Yup

13. What about ‘R’?
Yup

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
What's that.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Mm ... depends who? But yeah, probably.

16. Are you going out of town soon?
No, I am not 'going out of town' soon..

17. When was the last time you cried?
... today ;d

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yup. Hasn't everyone? ==

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Contacts suffice :D

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Nope

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
You mean the day I WAS having? Hum, le parents were being bothersome. As per fucking usual.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes!

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
LOL NO.

24. What are you sitting on right now?
I'm lying on my bed.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Nopeee /forever alone

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes. Yes to the fucking max!

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Last night ........ HAHA. Stupid man.

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nope

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
A singlet from Valleygirl that I sleep in LOL :D

30. Does anyone hate you?
Billy.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope. I'm a good girl tyvm.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Nope

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
LOL. Let's see.
- they look fucking MAD
VS
- hurt too much
- too chicken
- parents would kick me out

Therefore, no. LOL.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
... I wouldn't want to delete any years of my life thanks. Every year has had its ups and downs.

35. Did you have a dream last night?
Probably

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh this week sometime? I'm an I love you slut. LIKE TED! (Mosby) But majority of the time I don't legit mean it. Like, in the omg I love you let's get married in the pretty chapel from my childhood way.

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Doubtful.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
I donut know. DONUT DONUT DONUT

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I'd like them to be? HAHAHA doubtful.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
It was alright (:

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nope

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
.... does Mama count.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yep

44. What’s the best part about school?
Friends, probably...

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Nope. Just my dps and the ones I've been tagged in.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
I used to (:::

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yeah (: nomnom

48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yup

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Not really. I have become more mature. But I have also become more immature, so I suppose I haven't really gone anywhere HAHA. Well I know that I'm braver now ...:S

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping. Zz.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nooo

52. Are you nice to everyone?
Mmmmm ... HAHA can I say that I try?

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yeah

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
.......... I wouldn't know. I guess so? I FUCKING HOPE SO?

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not really. Depends who and how well they can read me. Michelle can read me like a book ._____.

56. Do you think you like someone?
Nah ..

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Yup

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Ummmmm girls.

59. Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?
More like have any of your friends NOT seen you cry?

61. How’s your heart?
Beating.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Oh my god yes.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Many a time, baby.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
LOL maybe Billy? Maybe he's telling all his Baulko friends how I'm a bitch ;d

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
... no, they're red.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
... HAHA IDK BUT THE LAST ONE CERTAINLY WAS. Poor guy :l

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
... and you're asking me with my nonexistent boyfriend? I wouldn't know. But I don't think they would 'love' it ... maybe be touched, if its about them. Idk.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
LOL nope

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Mama.

70. How do you look right now?
... I'm in bed. How do you expect me to look?

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yeah I guess

72. Can you commit to one person?
Idk.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really ....
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah.

75. Did you wake up cranky?
Nope

76. Are you a jealous person?
Not really

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
No. Tutor guy will forever be in my heart thanks

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Nope

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Study.

81. Last person you cried in front of?
Ew.

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yeah

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
He doesn't exist. I don't think.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Be with= hang around.
Come help me with my maths homework you sexy sexy nerd

85. Are you over your past?
I guess

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Nope

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Nah

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Depends what they're apologising for, really

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Fuck yeah

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Nope

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubtful

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Yep

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
HAHAHA OMG LOL yup

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Nope

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
... HAHA yeah?

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
Yes he's a sexy beast reow

97. Who do you have texts from?
.... everyone cos I'm like sah popular yknow

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
That wouldn't be possible because the man doesn't exist, kids.

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yup

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
On MSN its me and JINLEE. Rhyme!

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
No D:

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Countless times, countless people

So sleepy now.
Goodnight.

Fuck
my
life.
It is almost freaking 4 in the morning and I am so ... fucking awake. Son of a bitchhhhhh idek. Got into bed at like 11, tossed and turned for a good two hours, and fell asleep at 1. It was an extremely extremely disturbed sleep, mind you, very light. Woke up at just before 3 and I cannot get back to sleep. I tried listening to music, tried counting to like idek and omg. I'm so fucking hungry. That might actually be what is keeping me up :/ fuck me dead and I'm so tired.
Maybe I should use my time productively and go do maths. I feel as if I won't be getting any more sleep tonight. Or today, really.
Fuckkkkkk. This means that today is gonna be shitty.

RARARARA!
Hehehe in my head Boo from Monsters Inc said that. She is such a cutieeeeee. Apparently Monsters Inc 2 is coming out ..? Not too sure where I heard that. Hmm.
Today .. first day back at school! Whoo. It wasn't too pleasant, the weather was kind of bipolar and it couldn't make up its mind - cold? Hot? It's so cold in the morning but then the afternoon gets hot ==
Senior uniform tomorrow! I am both extremely excited and not looking forward to it. It will finally give me some sort of status (HAHAHA) in the school but it will also make me look old. Oh, and it will not fail to remind me that I am old and that my life is about to cone hurtling at me. But you know what? COME AT ME, BRO.
Aha I joke. Exams, stay away. Stay far away and give me like two months to re-learn everything, kthxbai. 
Played touch footy today. HAHA I fail at all sports and I had no idea what to do. Sport is always fun though because I'm somehow just forever stuck with Elaine and she does stupid things that make me laugh :D hehe. Nomnom ... formal.
Ugh. Formal. Idek. I donut. Even. Know. Rararararaaaaa whfkwjdbhfwixnjaksdjdjsksfjejdkjd. Fml.
11:11!
Tehehe I just made a wish. It really seems a bit stupid and childish to believe in this stuff ... but meh. It can't hurt (: OOH, I am going to make the most epic wish at 11:11 PM on 11/11/11. Tehehe.
I'm so hungry. Feel like I'm gonna vomit. I swear, no one understands- when I get really hungry, it makes me feel so sick and that I have to vomit. And like everyone is like WUT THAT IS SO WEIRD YOU FREAK /my creys. Gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm going to sleep.
Rah so hungry )::
Goodnight~