run away.
my day sucked. i saw you approximately 5 times today, and i didn't say hi, or even look you in the eye, because i am such a loser. i need to man up.i wish you knew how i felt. that would make things a whole lot easier, better than now, that i'm running away from the truth.
and the truth is? the truth is, it won't be too long before you're gone. you'll be gone, and i will regret every, single, morning that i had the chance to talk to you, and didn't. and the worst part is, i won't be able to do anything about it.
unless someone decides to invent a time machine (finally), and i can turn the clock back.
i wish that i had to courage to tell you. but i'm scared. i'm scared that you won't be thinking that way, and i will just totally lose all my confidence, and all my hope.
more later. my emotions are currently leaking out bit by bit.
carla. x
