is it worth it ?
oh my holey moley.i don't even know how i feel anymore.
i feel empty.
like none of the emotions i'm feeling belong to me anymore.
whats wrong with me ?
day by day, my time with you, is becoming gradually limited.
i don't want to think, what this time next year will be like.
you'll be gone. you'll be chasing your own dreams.
and i'll be here, either missing you, or not even sparing a thought for you.
and then there's HIM.
why is everything becoming so confusing for me ?
i can't think straight.
i can hardly act myself.
i think about how many times i've shed tears over you.
is it all worth it ?
maybe, just maybe, all this waiting and crying will result in something in the end.
i just want all this pain to end.
carla. x
