cross my fingers, hope for the best.
hello ;i am a BIG FAT LOSER, but what else is new ?
i STILL like him.
i told myself like 4894789465153 times that I DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE.
but sadly, that method doesn't work.
so now i don't know what to do.
why can't ... love in real life be like it is in dramas ?
somehow ... somehow ... in the end everything seems to go right.
i wish that would happen.
but i can't do anything about it.
all i can do, is cross my fingers, and hope for the best.
i need luck.
carla. x
