make it stop.
golly. i'm tired. i'm watching 下一站, 幸福 , and i feel so depressed. 光晞 is so shuai. and he's going to lose his memory and forget all about 慕橙. but that's not the only reason.so last night i cried myself to sleep, listening to 親人 over and over again. and NOT because of the drama. i ain't that much of a homo. it's just that, that song, reminded me of someone. family. that promise that we made, i thought it actually meant something. forever. i'm such a retard. never would've been forever. remember, everyone always says " keep in touch " , but have you noticed that you eventually lose touch ?
it's not anyone's fault, it just happens. it's happened with primary school friends, old friends i've made, and it's going to happen again. believe me, i'll try, and i have tried. i've tried to patch up the distance between us, but it just never works. i always end up getting really angry, and thinking that everything he says is a total load of bullshit. or maybe i'm just too angry to tell.
i just want to freeze time. make it all stop.
carla. x
